THE PROCESS OF ACCEPTING

It was valentines day when I called my mother and say thank you for giving me the load I ask from her. I told her about our activity on tree planting in Iligan Cement Corp.(ICC) on that day as a part of our celebration on PolSci week and that I really enjoy there thou its too dusty and hot. But later, our conversation become serious when she told me that my sister is pregnant and planning to get married maybe next year. My tear starts flowing and I keep on asking my mother "why"?From that moment also I forgot to say "happy valentines day" to her .My mother keeps telling me not to worry because my sister has a work already and she was able to help in our family and specially to my studies. She said that they already accept and prepared themselves for that decision of my sister because it would really happen. After that call, I can't really stop my tears from falling and thinking on that fast decision of my sister. I'm not yet ready to let go of my big sister. It was just a short time when we started to talk about our secrets and being close to each other. I'm thinking maybe when she already have her own family we can never talk anytime we want because she's already busy minding her child. But I know that this feeling is just temporary and maybe sooner or later I will fully accept the situation. Right now I'm still on the process of accepting it and I thank God that He is helping me.